Adam, you're a piece of shit.

So, im sitting here watching Real World and for those of you who dont know, this season is in Las Vegas and theyre staying in this super nice penthouse.   Well majority of the cast seems cool..   a goody goody guy, another that just wants to bring home anything with a vagina..   another guy that has to be in the middle of everything and make everything about him..  a few cool chickas...   then, theres Adam.   one of the biggest douches to walk the Earth.

This POS is a top of the line asshole.    Doesnt give a shit about anyone but himself and basically doesnt give a shit about himself either..   this loser gets shitfaced all the time, is playing his girlfriend back home with some possessive crap and is playing some girl in the house. 

Not to mention he's currently three sheets to the wind and is taking swings at the girl he 'cares about' in the house.   what a frucking winner.  (insert eyeroll here)

Wow, this season is one fucking hot mess.   but it makes for great TV, right?  ha.


actually kind of hard to believe this is season 25 already.   hmm.

Netflix is the Devil.

lol.   I've been wanting to get on and write something new for daysssss  but Jeremy was every so awesome and signed up for Netflix, so any down time has been spent watching all kinds of movies with the kids..   from Easy A to Gamer to Rainbow Brite.   Fun times I tell yah!

Now I was super motivated to get on here and spill my guts about my wedding ideas and all the plans I have but after spending some time.  (like 2 hours) on BabyGaga and putting Maleah back to sleep after waking up for a snack..   I have almost no desire to do so.  :/   LAMEEEEE.

Things are starting to change aorund here..   I'm getting my butt in gear and have been going for 2-4 mile walks in the last few days here and have been trying to eat healthier although today while running errands, we stopped at Eegee's and my fatass scarfed 9" of original grinder deliciousness and a serving of chili cheese fries.  oink oink.     this can be a cheat day right?   Although I dont think I've been doing this long enough to have an actual cheat day.  lol.   Oh man, it was yummy and worth it..  maybe two walks tomorrow to make up for it?  That works, right?

Maleah has been getting soooooo big so fast.  Shes been sitting independantly and has been rolling from back to tummy for like 2 weeks now..   Shes still  not too interested in 'real' food and likes to sample things but prefers to stick to her formula for now.     We actually had to go out and buy a new bassinet today to replace the one she had which seems like such a waste since she wont be in it for much longer..   but thats the only place she has to sleep when Jeremy is off..  otherwise she's in bed with me from 4:30am til we get up for today.   Chunkers Mallory has leaned on the bassinet (the old one) a few times and letrs just say its not made to support a 53lb 3 year old.   The metal stretched out and we just didnt feel safe keeping her in it when it so easily comes apart now.  So, shes got a brand spankin new bed.

Jeremy's new job is going awesome..   Its still hard to have him out of the house so much now that he's working normal full time hours, but ive learned how to get things done and the girls and myself are getting used to it.    We're finally catching up on bills and I'm putting away money here and there for a slowly building savings for a deposit on a new place and a few months rent and then of course we'd like to get a bigger vehicle  *coughireallyreallywantaminivancough*  by Christmas time this year.      It's insane to try and go shopping and take the double stroller i got a few months ago and actually buy anything since the backseat of our 4dr sedan (Malibu) is full from just two carseats and the stroller practically takes up the whole trunk space.   

Mallory..  heh what can I say about Mal?   She's 3 1/2 goin on 16  (insert eye roll here) but she's also my little love bug.   Snobby at times and refuses to cooperate 89% of the time shes a great big sister and Mommy's big helper.   She loves mopping the kitchen floor and helping me do the laundry..   and everytime I have to go outside to check animal water, she right there beside me racing me out to the spicket to turn on the hose.     aaaaannnnnnddddddd she finally learned how to drive her stinkin power wheels she's had for over a year now.   lmao  I know she's secretly known how, but just refuses to do it since she can sit back and enjoy the ride while Jeremy drives her pretty pink corvette around.   <3

and a few pics of my littlest monster.. and the bigger one too of course.  :)

 

The Girls' Kai-Lan Birthday Bash...

I can not even begin to express how freakin excited I am for the girls' party this year..   and lastnight I did some work on their birthday graphics..

OMG it took me forever to cutout the Kai-Lan decal.  and I started decorating the background and got eerily reminded of the Chinese flag.  lol     and I'm not sure about the date or place yet, so dont bother trying to stalk it.

The front and back of Mal's shirt i designed on zazzle although the graphic was all edited by me.  :)

And of course Maleah's shirt.   Im going to be putting matching tutus and bows on the girls...   over filled orange, yellow and red tutus with big red satin bows. 

We're doing Panda Express for everyone and fortune cookies.   Probably get a 1/4 sheet cake with a Kai-Lan theme and I want to make a fortune cookie shaped smash cake for maleah and fondant cupcakes with flowers on them to go along with the Kai-Lan theme.

Dragon pinata, chinese take out boxes in yellow instead of favor bags..   fortune cookie balloon holders with of course red yellow and orange helium balloons. 

Photos from Today....

Photos from the 19th.

Its been a while since i've wrote anything..   forgive me, i've been busy.
I've been trying to keep up with the girls and have happened to take some pics in the last week that I want to share. 

I just wanted to post a few pics of my girls and what they've been up to....

Red wine kinda night...

It's a redwine kinda night.   I bet most people my age are out drinking green beer at the bar, acting stupid and getting wasted.   Me, I'm at home with my beautiful little girls and amazing fiance sipping on red wine.

Like I said on FB a little while ago:

Cinnamon & sugar chips + red wine + two sleeping children = a house full of win.  :)    not to mention Jeremy is sound asleep so i practically have the night to myself.

I pulled out my scrapbooks today, excited to see them again I had to of course look through all of them and was sad when I realized the last time I worked on them was Spring 2009..   I feel like a horrible mom because I havent printed pictures in that long and SOOOOO much has changed since then!     I am horrible at keeping up with printing off pictures and am so busy now with both the girls and Jeremy working fulltime hours again. 

Thats my new goal though, start printing off pics ive got saved to my computer from the last few years and work my way up to current time..  then go drop a hefty chunk of change of scrapbook supplies and stickers at Michael's.  lol  I just really wish stickers werent like, $5 a freakin sheet!

Today was a pretty good day..   Mallory didnt start being a little turd til like, 6pm maybe?    Got up early, we all had breakfast and cleaned the house and did a ton of laundry..  plus changed the sheet on my bed.    Then spent a few hours playing outside once it cooled down. 

And here are our events from today...

Maleah got to play with a biter biscuit and really had no interest in it..   and she got to have some rice this morning and banana.    she enjoyed the banana but was getting way too tired and ready for her morning nap.  <3    Shes so cute!

I cant believe how fast both my girls are growing up.  :(

Mommy's Princesses!

Pictures from yesterday..

I love my blue eyes princess and my brown eyed beauty  <3